1/13/12

I told you i wasn't persistent in my blogging *sighs*, so much has gone on lately.its just krazy with a capital"K". seeing old friends, partying up New Years,and missing my Logan so much over these days. its not right for me to leave such a long gaps between posts.I'm going to be on Campus soon, college was looking good for me for a while.i thought i knew what i wanted, but then i got scared i wasn't good enough to pass it. i considered another field but i won't be able to be in the field i enjoy,also i enjoy the second field too but its opposite of the one i want now. i have weird taste. Extreme x Extreme = Disaster? i don't know.on to other subjects...Hmmm guys are....strange.the male population is pretty weird. isn't it true teenage guys gossip more than teenage girls? all i hear is gossip from my second home.but not by all the girls ohhhh no,the guys are chattering, tweeting like bird's about the latest gossip,the new hookups, the new breakups, who's the school slut. pretty messed up the guys chitter together more than the girls. who carries all this gossip? the guys they spread it faster than fire....speaking of gossip I've been on the hit list as of late. apparently every guy and their cousin knows when I'm in town. its kindof creepy.i miss when we females were the busybodies. now the guys are, gets much more twisted that way :P

New Years is a krazy time. all these resolutions no one follows, all the drunks driving late at night, all the people acting like idiots, its really sad. but there can also be good on a night like New Years spending time with close friends wondering how our new year will be, what things we plan to do over 2012, graduation, Prom, and lyfe. when your 17 all you think about is graduating, high school relationships, sports, gossip, getting your licence, having a car, and growing up.we grow up to fast, our generation ladies and gentlemen is..."The Fast,The Forgotten, and the Free" the older i get the more i realize that the world is getting more n more insane. guys being less n less mature, girls taking less n less responsibility.our generation is getting lazier and lazier.believe it or not all we do is tap our iPhones, play our computers, watch our TVs, play our xboxs,and be on our social networks. I'm not one to talk because i do all these things. but i realize i can live without them. its hard going without iPhones and social networks in this day n age because almost everything is digital. going without these things for a week is like going "cold turkey"for some people, because of the dependency on all things electronic. even books and board games have gone digital. Kindle and online Checkers. i like a good book. i like turning every page.its an accomplishment to read a 700 page book, because everyone else won't take the time to do even that.they don't even turn a page its digitally flipped for them. how lazy can we be? staring at a screen and staring at a page are two very different things.

Welcome To Insomnia, Talk To You Soon World, All My Love Emmette