12/25/11

Long time no write,its Christmas Night, people are sleeping and all through the house,not a creature is stirring, only the insomniac me. It doesn't rhyme but hey that's ok, its been a long time since I've written.Sadness and Joy found its way to me this Christmas season, I've been pretty happy these past few weeks preparing myself to face this nutty new year, with losing some parts of me and gaining others.My Sadness was missing my best friend, my partner in crime, no teasing over presents, no jokes about underwear,we hardly speak. Christmas is a time of Happiness and Joy, like last year i was kissed before Christmas, promised everything would be all right. it wasn't ok, but i feel sad sometimes about it. time to quote again "Last Christmas I gave you my heart and the very next day you gave it away...". or parts of a song called" I Hate Christmas Parties" by one of my favorites Relient K

[Verse] I hope it snows this week,  A snow flake on your cheek Would make this Christmas so Beautiful But that would just bring the pain Cause things can’t stay the same These Holidays won’t be wonderful  [Chorus] I look under the tree But there’s nothing to see Cause it’s a broken heart that you’re giving me  I can’t figure you out Is this what Christmas is all about Cause it’s a broken heart that you’re giving me  [Verse 2] I don’t wanna talk I’m sick of all this talking A broken heart wrapped up in a Box There's tear drops in my stocking 

Weeping Angels are Watching,Welcome To Insomnia, Talk To You Soon World,

All My Love, Emmette

12/3/11

Its been a few days, I've had nothing to say i guess. Lyfe isn't perfect rainbows and puppy dogs. it sucks some days and rules on others, like today this morning i saw a person very dear to me. i spent only a little time with him but it made my day so much better. he's sometimes uncomfortable with some emotional stuff but he always says something i really think about. i miss my days i spent with him,me sucking at bowling and him laughing or just us sitting together in his apartment talking about lyfe. he is the best man I've ever known though he doesn't know i say that,he might never know..... My friend Olesea ,she's an amazing person, she knows just what to say even when I'm lost. she loves her music, and is true to the meaning Rock n Roll, Peace Loving Girl. she knows the hardships in lyfe, i feel like she's my closest friend, my sister, we understand each other. she isn't afraid to say"enough of this s***!" she keeps me going when sometime i feel so sad or alone. she knows what its like to be sad, to be hurt, alone even. yet she's still here helping me when she's hurting.its hard to find a friend like that. we don't see each other often but we try to keep close contact.....hey my lyfe isn't perfect, I'm as stubborn as they come, i screw up as much as the next girl, but my closest friends are always nearby to help me. <3 Love You Guys Welcome to Insomnia, Talk to You Soon World, Love, Emmette