12/3/11

Its been a few days, I've had nothing to say i guess. Lyfe isn't perfect rainbows and puppy dogs. it sucks some days and rules on others, like today this morning i saw a person very dear to me. i spent only a little time with him but it made my day so much better. he's sometimes uncomfortable with some emotional stuff but he always says something i really think about. i miss my days i spent with him,me sucking at bowling and him laughing or just us sitting together in his apartment talking about lyfe. he is the best man I've ever known though he doesn't know i say that,he might never know..... My friend Olesea ,she's an amazing person, she knows just what to say even when I'm lost. she loves her music, and is true to the meaning Rock n Roll, Peace Loving Girl. she knows the hardships in lyfe, i feel like she's my closest friend, my sister, we understand each other. she isn't afraid to say"enough of this s***!" she keeps me going when sometime i feel so sad or alone. she knows what its like to be sad, to be hurt, alone even. yet she's still here helping me when she's hurting.its hard to find a friend like that. we don't see each other often but we try to keep close contact.....hey my lyfe isn't perfect, I'm as stubborn as they come, i screw up as much as the next girl, but my closest friends are always nearby to help me. <3 Love You Guys Welcome to Insomnia, Talk to You Soon World, Love, Emmette